I'm having a hard time to mature and im going through i can't even believe is possible. while that's happening i wonder who i am i feel like im in a box making people tell me what to and when i try not too let people do that to me i don't know what to what to feel. Being a follower isn't a great thing even when people think your leader and that your fine. Religion has been a thing that's bothering me. I don't what to believe in. I remembered when i learned about the Aztecs and the Mayas they believed in sacrificing people and animals to honor their gods.
I hope that wasn't true…… This makes think what if this the same story again and were believing in a god and stories that are all lies. After all believing god isn't bad thing for me because doesn't make you do horrible things….. He challenges you to show your pure heart. All im saying that I want to find my right place in this world and learn who im gonna be and hope to find myself confidence somewhere.