I just feel like nothing ever works out for me, Its hard because I really just want to enjoy myself but constantly people remind me I am ugly and fat and that's why no one wants to be with me. I just want someone to tell me I look pretty or for someone to tell me that they will protect me because I cant do it all y myself. It's just to much weight on my shoulders. It's just nice to know that there is somewhere I can express all these thoughts.Sometimes I just feel like throwing myself on the floor and crying for no reason at all.