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I wish that I could scream out how much every one has let me down. every single person I ever thought close to me has found a way to remind me how helpless I am. My friends do not understand my pain. My parents have no time to look beyond their own issues and stress. My sister has given up on life and only drags on for her daughter. My husband, that poor soul, I wish he never had married a woman with so much baggage. I feel like I am sucking his life out too. I want to get better but there is just so much that has happened that I do not know where to began and where to go from here. I am left staring out from a window into a world I just cannot call my own. I watch too much news. It is hurting me but I do not know what else to do. I guess I have anxiety. Please give me peace. Someone.