We dont touch we barely touch lips when we kiss. We are not intentment at all we don't talk about issues. I feel a real lack in trust and respect. Its like we love eachother but we are no longer in-love with eachother. So what are we doing for eachother. I enjoy your company but it can be a bit much sometimes… I know im not perfect and i know im not the best but i try to feel something but it ends with nothing. I feel alone when i know im not alone. I want to be in charge of things but i want a man to just be a man. Without me making him do or be something i want him to be, thats when problems occur and then esculate to other things now its multiple problems with nothing going no where. How not to think how not to feel, that im a woman with a man and feels like i have no control over anything that has to do with us? How am i a woman with a man a feels alone everyday sad everyday not worthy to be with?