I would always ask myself "why was I born?" I've always hated my life because I felt that my parents don't truly love me and my best friends didn't feel like true friends. I wanted to find a person who gets me and supports me forever but never found that person….. I hoped that I was never born everyday while crying in bed. I would try to prevent making any noise because I didn't want my parents to hear me cry. I'm afraid of making them hate me even more.