hello. if you red the tittle well you know already that im fat. i weigh 135lb and im 5'7 1/2. i guess i have an eating disorder cuz my mother tells me to drink 2 cups of water before i eat to make me feel full and not eat as much but that didnt work so i bumped it up to 4 and its still didnt work. i eat and after i eat i can still eat more. i hate those people who can eat whatever they want and not get fat. dont tell me they dont exist because ive seen them. i sit in the school cafeteria and all around me i see those people eating junk from the snack bar like mega-sized cookies, potato chips, pizza, slushies, cupcakes, anything and yet they're skinny. even my freinds who are about the same hight as me only weigh 70-90lbs and im always the fattest girl in the group even though they always eat like pigs. life isnt fair so i decided to take my own this friday.