its always me
ive always been the problem
all the problems , the only problem
i guess its easier to blame someone else for yourself rather than accept your faults
unfortunatley for me , thats not who I am
im sick of being lonely
im sick of having my life and thoughts and no one to share them with
while you have your life and thoughts and dont care
how much longer will i have to stay on this earth , living just to breathe?
i cant , i just cant keep living like this
you make me feel like id be better off dead
and you refuse to go away
i so need a really sweet close friend , a hero , a sunshine
someone who is human and isnt full of lies and manipulation
not my worst enemy
🙁
~HXM