Sometimes, my life gets a mess. I am constantly feeling like I am stupid because people are constantly telling me I am. I feel unimportant and irrelevant. Sometimes I just want to quit. My mom says I am immature, i say stupid things, and she says I am rude. Yet every time I go up to her and ask or say something, she gets hateful with me. I just dont understand what I do wrong. Then she yells at me about my grades when I have A's and B's. She tells me I dont try in school, and that when I go to college that I am going to be a party girl. When in reality, I know I wont become one. She thinks I am a bad person and I know I am not. I just get tired of saying every thing is okay when its not. No one realizes that I am drowning in my own thoughts, and no one seems to care. Sometimes I just need someone that will listen to me talk about my feelings without judging. But now days even your best friend can become your enemy. I am just tired of it.