I'm so f***ing pathetic for wanting to be with anyone, I really just am NOT s***. I'm dumb, fat, ugly, and just extremely annoying. There's no doubt that the people who spend time with me only hang out of pity. I'm just useless. I'm not good at anything and everything which just really takes an impact on me as a person. If I died today I'm pretty sure no one would notice or even care lol. I could be dead now and they wouldn't hesitate to even check on me. I'm not worth it.