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a clear comm means this, sorry hun, not feeling too well today. or made a joke, and then being bullied for the rest of the evening, of course i don't feel like anything other than just maybe a hug. it's imperative to see what our own take is. yes, is it not my fault for running away? remnds me of passive agressive crap i've been long been exposed to. for what? ialways assumed that it's b etter to just be human together. you know? maybe i ate something funny andf eel alittle gassy, and make a stupid joke and laugh about it. or maybe instead of playing silent treatment, we can addrress our fears instead. but there's too much lack of trust, from all sides involved. yes, i wanted to change, my spirit allows me to jump anywhere under any conditions when it seeks this. now that's the only thing in the way, is everything around it worth it? worth the pain? and suffering? yea, wounds right? for sex. wounds for sex is alright.