I have always had an imaginative mind, people often tell me I live in my mind which I agree with because I dont like talking about my feelings to anyone. Anyway, I recently started an internship and I have been at this internship for a few weeks now but I recently started noticing my boss. At first I admire him because he is dedicated, kind and smart and off course my role model because he is doing my dream job. Anyway it started out as jokes to my sister and friends about finding him attractive but now I find myself dreaming and wishing to be with him, let me tell you its impossible, he is married but for some reason that is the reason I actually started firtling with him but in a subtle way. If you knew, Im a quiet person mostly cause I like observing things. Anyway I get excited everytime he is near, Im devloping a crush on someone who I know would never be interested in me-I imagine what it would be like to have an affair with him.