I use to believe in fairytails. I was madly in love with a guy whom I had plans and dreams with, I thought I found the one but it turned out to be a lie or mahbe a delusion because even though he claimed he loved me, he choose to marry someone else instead of fighting for me. To this day, we remained " best friends" even though we never really talk about what happened. Few years after, I had random "crushes" that changed weekly, nothing serious, but I tried asking one of those random crush (A friend from high school) out but he turned me down, that friendship phased out, I stopped contacting him, he stopped contacting me. And noe, I met a guy at mt cousin's wedding, I was a bridesmaod and he was a bestman, we connected, it was like a shot of electricity, something I have never felt, the feeling was mutual, he felt the same, we exchanged numbers and spoke for months- his situation, he is a year younger than me, divorced with a child which is not a problem at all but his family is a pain. We are dating and have been together for a few months but its a long distance relationship but lately its been a limbol, i dont hear from him because his phone is "damaged". What should I do? Im crazy over here and convince myself to end thinga but whenever I hear his voice its like the first time and I fall for him all over again but at the same thing happens when my "best friend" the one is married calls, I fall for him all over too.