I feel lost, as if traveling in a haze. I know what I should do, what I need to do, but I just don't do it; I know what I shouldn't do, and I do it. I actually don't mind the feeling of being lost, it's that I get frustrated for not doing what I should, which only leaves me lagging behind on things to do. I've been like this my whole life, all, almost, 23 years. Well, ever since middle school, anyways. I like rainy days.