I guess its time to vent. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!! I had to get that out…school sucks. Hate that I haven't developed any real study habits from kindergarden to now. When I'm to read a bunch of chapters for school I thought I would breeze through it because I like reading books. Ha! The lies I tell myself apparently I only like reading books I'm interested in. I'll literally stare at the book, read a paragraph, sigh loudly cause I'm already bored, and then look at my phone and laugh at memes. Now that I'm looking at my grades I'm starting to stress I need to keep my grades up to stay eligible for my scholarships and they are just not where they need to be. I don't do tutoring…I just don't. I hate asking for help makes me feel weak and all that personal stuff,but at this point I guess I'll have to. Why is Psychology so hard!?!?! Sigh I used to be good at school what happened? Nah I was good at taking shortcuts. Only reason I got a 25 on the ACT was my testing habits not my study habits. I guess I'm gonna have to make more of an effort to learn…thats gonna be hard. I don't like to study and my note taking skills are crap it really is a wonder how I made it through school at all.