Hope some indian students are here…I need help..
I am engineering dropout..i passed 12th in 2014. I am seeking urgent advice..I joined in 2016..I had passed 12th but in engenering 1st year in 2017 i could not attend my exams. i failed to clear all papers..10 back papers..I dropped out in july 2017 .Now i am at home..I want to continue education in some field but i am really worried coz of these gap..I want to join regular college again but i dont know what to do..Will i get admission? I am also not able to join engineering because of 4year of gap.. Now
Personally i was never the study time..I enjoyed lazing my time fishing/With friends or just travelling..I still managed to score 70% average throughout my school and college life…Just started failing all through 1st year of engineering.. I want to join bba/bca and then try for an MCA but i am worried coz of 4 year gap i will not get job…By that time i will be 25/26.. Please suggest some good way out..I am 20 year old(19/03/1997)..My bday in a few months ..
Please answer..Awaiting suggestions.
I have had a very stressful time both in my college and family life..I feel troubled,unstable and uncertain of my future..And i have practically no idea why i am posting this here..BUt i still am..just asking for some form of help
I had a chance to go into CBSE in 6th but i passed it up as i was not so much career oriented, I had a chance to do some other course than engineering but thinking only in terms of money making and not thinking of my interest i ended up this way..Have i destroyed my future?
My parents are still stressing on the fact that so many people passed why couldn't you..My situations got a lot worse..I felt alone.scared,lonely..I used to live with some friends but soon it turned into money lending/borrowing and fights over who would clear exams and who would not..Depression creeped in,Things got worse than before…My mind shut off..It was stressful for me but now i feel i am in more deeper trouble..
Hell,I even thought of ending my life but never manged to get the guts to do it..The thought of unhappy parents and a unhappy afterlife just made me sick…I am still a bit unsure as to whether i should waste more of my parents money in this chain of events..My father is a doctor in a small village so no business for me to look after..I would gladly do it now if available..Still thinking of way out…
Any views on my situation