Today I was a freaking retard. I went to the subway stop and swiped my card. My school gives out subway cards and I used mine. Then I got on the subway and waited until my stop. When I got off I realized my card wasn’t in my pocket I looked back and debated going back into the train. stupid ass me didn’t go back in and the train LEFT with my card. I’m having a breakdown because I live on 94th and my school is on 61st so it would take me a long time to get to school and I already wake up early enough and I’m dead enough because I have to stay up late with homework. I don’t want to tell the teachers either because I’m scared they’ll hate me forever and yeah. so im screwed.