i want to disarm my own defenses.
by this, i want to forgive,
first myself then them.
myself for the way i've handled things
them for the way they have matured
or better lack of the word.
this puts things into perspective.
and saves me from further dwelling
in places that no longer exist.
that remembering this life
is filled with myraid of experiences
nothing is as it seems
even someone who seems alright
can be suffering
even someone who's suffering
is one thought of gratitude
away from his complete happiness
who knows right?
we all do with our might
to reach out
and touch those around
but when someone's truly hurting
and you see that
their shadow holds answers
that coould save them
is it reflection of your own
or does everyting grow
in it's own time and place
it's true
the apple doesn't fall from the tree
until is ripe and ready.