When we dated and I handed my trust over to you, you went and thrashed it away like hey, since it's all mine now.. right? Why did you make a fool of me in front of all our friends? What could it been like behind closed doors had we moved in together? I wonder about that now that it's over.
You know those relationships that only look good on the outside but behind closed doors, it's hell? I should be glad but I can't.
Well.. what I want is something that looks good on the outside and inside both. Is that too much to ask?
And don't you even think for one second that being "that girl" was my goal to begin with. Causing fight? Me? The supposed peace-seeker? I wanna settle down and be that girl who stuck through and made memories and remembered for long lasting relationships and friendships instead.