Even if Eros come and say am loved I won't be able to believe this is how you have broken my trust,my belief.Everytime I look into the mirror now my eyes glisten as if telling I didn't want to stand where I am standing after some days this pain will subside i believe but the scar it created will be carried to my grave.
For once in life couldn't you be brave enough to speak the truth.Even if you were panicked,scared whatsoever reason cudnt u share.This is what you call you trust is this how you define bonding.
Am sorry I can't understand why,how,what for but all I can say is not even in weirdest nightmare I deserve this.You broke me bad dear I didn't deserve how you treated .I wud HV been happy were you brave enough to say straight away you don't want my presence in your life you can't risk anything I would have happily honour your words you know me..it's always painful to walk away but your wish is my command and it has been through out but the way you handled you have given me a lifelong regret why did I reach out???
You have made me hate myself and really don't know how I will gather myself once again…all sorry all love yous all in vain they simply don't touch me on the contrary it makes me laugh feeling the sarcasm how poles apart things can be.