Everyday passes like it's nothing…0 feelings…i cannot smile anymore…I feel weak…I feel alone…cold…Left out…I have friends but they are really not there…they are not there when I really need someone to hold me…Everything is black and white…I am trying my best to smile and to not make people sad but what is really hiding behind my fake smile? Only I know…Nothing…absolutely nothing…emptiness…that's all that is left…I just feel like there is a blank space in my soul…words cannot really explain this feeling…Yes,I will laugh if something funny happens…but after that? After those 5 minutes of happiness?Nothing…I just feel like I am nothing,nothing is enjoyable anymore..It is just me…alone in my room,trying to hold my tears as I am typing this atm…To anyone that reads that,I just hope that you find happiness in everything you do…go after anything you want…squeeze every single drop of happiness out of everything…Cry when you can…don't hold it in you…I am not depressed or anything…I am just a simple lad that tries to express his feelings through words…I hope that you achieve everything in life…Have a good night