I'm 12 years old so I'm now in year 8 and I have cuts all up my legs and arms. Some on my neck and hips. I don't have any real friends. no one talks to me. To be honest the only time someone talks to me is when someone is mean to me. At lunch I sometimes sit in the girls toilets. No one realizes that I'm gone. But when someone else is gone they all worry and look around the school trying to find them. I once tried to kill myself but my mum found the pills. I'm sorry if your still reading this. I have a boring life. The only boy that I really liked dumbed me and I still cant get over him. wow. I'm so annoying. And I know I'm not the only one being bullied or got dumbed or even tried killing themselves, but I feel so alone. Even if I'm around a lot of people. no one understands. I don't like my new class. I don't like the people in the classes. I don't like breathing. I don't like being not liked. I don't like having fun. I don't like being around people. I don't like people trying to help because they never even help they just try. I don't like self-harming but I do it because I feel like I need to. I DONT LIKE MY LIFE!!!!!!! So why am I here? I don't know. I'm so sorry if your still reading this. I just wish that all the pain would go and never come back. Again I'm sorry if your still reading this. I guess I need to say bye at the end of my life story so see you soon. Bye