I've become quite a sad person lately. Going to school has got me scared for no reason and this is the first time I'm experiencing quite a reaction from myself. It may be because I've distanced myself from everyone? I no longer know. I sometimes feels the world is watching me but not in a good way, their watching for every fault I make, begging to see how I'll humiliate and ruin myself. I've got no friends nor do I have anyone to trust, yes I'll admit I do have trust issues but for every opportunity I have to be social with people my brain just shuts down and my mind becomes blank, I feel too scared to do or say anything so I just end up ignoring and hurting their feelings by accident. I am a sensitive person and I'll admit i tend to cry a lot but i never ever let anyone see my disgusting state.
All in all, I'm just a lonely person looking for a friend to trust, people may call me an attention seeker but I do not care 🙂