I know i am getting older day by day. And i should get mature enough to face the world alone. Although people may see me as a brave, daring person, actually i am such a coward person. I am thinking what i should do everyday. The ones i love, i value, i dear are starting to leave their nests to fly to the sky. And we are growing apart more and more. The time i adore and wish to have forever were only in my memories. How can i deal with such a loss? You may never see my tears but my heart feels so hallow. I feel like we never know each other. And when we see again, it will be like casual aquaitances and our conversations will be like "my child is really clever, blah…..How's going on with your work? blah..blah…"
Feels so loney although there are many people beside me. There's no one to call as mine and willing to be beside me forever.