The feel of betrayal from one of the most important persons in my life. The one i builded a home and family with. It hurts so much to know that it had to come to the point of disloyalty trust less disrespected unloved and yet im still here with you. What why how do i get over this? When all i see is the same opportunity for me to do the same thing but i thought we had love hope faith for each other. I never felt this type of hurt before not like this. This is to much i think im stressing over this. Cause i just dont have trust anymore and dont know how to let my guard down.