Many people think i am crazy, mad, dumb, foolish to cut my long silky hair over night without telling anyone. The fact that i haven't informed my parents at age of 17 before taking "SUCH A HUGE DECISION" makes everyone feel that i have crossed my line. Everyone thinks it's nothing beyond fashion. No one has any clue about the underlying insecurities or the fact that i would have otherwise cut my hand instead of hair in that very feeling of despair.