I am literally just wanting to type I'm not doing this to talk to anyone. I am just typing my thoughts completely out. I am not that great seeing the many errors on this post. I will fix them in a bit. (so far just 2) anyways, does anyone know how the feeling of just the worst day keeps getting worse over time? Like what did I do to deserve all this madness? (wow now 6) I suck at life I feel. (none now ;)) I usually am a nice person to most people. Just crazy how life likes to put so many people down. I sound very depressed. I sort of am if I think about it. But I mean it's not that big of a deal, is it? I mean I've had it for a while. In reality, I should get help though. Ah, I guess I can hit up My therapist. (5 again. damn.) Thank you to anyone who actually read this random writing. No one has. (done and well check?)