i feel so alone, basically everyday.. and in reality i am.
i went from living with a guy and seeing him everyday.. even though are relationship was horrid i didn’t feel alone. im happy i left him but now i live in a 2 bed room house somewhere in downtown riverside alone. i wish people were friendly, id love a hug sometimes. But, people dont hug strangers. i wish i could attract the right man… yet, i am so scared im not sure if ill ever date again. im not sure if i could ever really truly be happy.. since the one guy i truly ever did love cheated on me.. and my heart never completely healed. i feel like a total wreck… i cry just about everyday