looking at the night sky makes me think on how far it is, and how far my dreams are. I never losehope and keep walking this path to see where it leads me, but at times i need to stop and sit and ponder onwhat it is i really am doing, ever plan I had has come to a dead end, and after 6 back surgeries i felt so helpless with no answers, all I could do is hold on for my my kids when inside i just wanted to give up. Hope and faith have been my push foward, most of the time i feel so miss understood,helpless, like if a little of my pride was left behind in that surgery room…..