Messaged him the other day and he told me he only wants to be friends… too much going on in his life…. well get rid of the other s*** and just have me and we will have the same stuff going on in our lives together… there problem solved…. if only it was that easy….I miss him like you wouldnt believe like he wouldnt believe ….. miss him so much it hurts…. my heart feels hollow lonely and empty…….I know with in time he will get in touch he always does but then he goes again….. Cant he see that we -him and me deserve a chance together,….we would be happy together our friendship has stood up to a very eventful 4 years so far and I know it can stand up to more….. If only he would allow it to blossom…. I cant do….. anymore than tell him I am and always will be here for him and that I love him……………………..
I’m going back to the highway where I first met you
gunna camp in my sleeping bag I’m not gunna move
got some words on cardboard got your picture in my hand
saying if you see this boy can you tell him where I am….

Oh his eyes, his eyes
Make the stars look like they’re not shining
His hair, his hair
Falls perfectly without him trying
he’s so beautiful
And I would tell him every day
Yeah I know, I know
When I compliment him
he wont believe me
And its so, its so
Sad to think he don’t see what I see
But if he ever asks me do I look okay
I’d say
When I see your face
There’s not a thing that I would change
Cause you’re amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause boy you’re amazing
Just the way you are
His lips, his lips
I could kiss them all day if he’d let me
His laugh, his laugh
he hates but I think its so sexy
he’s so beautiful
Just the way he is…………..