I keep looking at them.its hurts me to see him with her. we broke up fro a reason, i know. but still, i care. i want him back. im not gunna lie to myself and say i dont, because in reality i really do. but hes with her. i cant do anything about it. evem if i say i want him back, hes done with me. i wish things didnt end up like this. i shold of stayed with him. im so stupid. he had the most amazing eyes. whenever i looked at him i felt safe and belonged. but its just to late now. were done and over with. its time to move on. hopefull yhes happy with her. hopefully ill be happy with the on eim with now…hopefully.