I feel hes trying to get away from me. I dont want to think it but the signs just keep getting more noticable. I mean he wants to get another job in the mornings…thats the only time we hang out. Then he wants to move away from where we both live. Will I ever get to see him as often as we did before? I miss the old times we had. But I guess things just changed. I love him, boy do I love him. I havent felt this way for any guy before. Hes different. He’s my first love. I would be destroyed if he ever left me. My life is to dependent on him and for him to leave would really kill me. But I dont know how to tell him that I want him to stay. I want to spend my entire life with him. He’s my everything.