I feel like giving up on love forever. Everyime I fall in love with someone new, it turns out they are still in love with one of their ex’s. I wonder to myself , have i ever been in love? And it turns out i havent. All of the bfs ive had in my past have been complete jerks… I dont feel beautiful . All of the people i know have fallen in love and everything and i still havent had my first real kiss. People always tell me im “beautiful” and “pretty” and all that stuff , but if i really am then why havent i found anyone ? Why havent i learned what love is? Is it that im not prepared for it yet ? Im 15 about to be 16 i think i am prepared. :/ why i just want to knoe …. Why? 🙁