At college we have work-study and I thought it would be perfect to work at school due to the fact that they give me hours flexible to my classes. There was only one spot left to see the lady in charge so I gave it to my boyfriend since I planned on going the next day to see her. I went and didn’t get a job and but my boyfriend did. I kind of regret giving up my spot because I needed more than him. He has a car and less classes to work elsewhere, I don’t. I just feel so sad. And when I feel sad, I start thinking about the other bad situations happening in my life right now. I end up feeling like disappearing and being left alone by everyone.