I’m so frustrated!! I mean, you don’t get it. When you are stubborn it makes things more difficult. And you say all you want is for me to be happy? Well, why can’t you take the hint! Yeah, I’m confused, you’re right. Why make it harder on me? I told you I made up my mind a long time ago, but with all this pushing- I don’t know what to do! I don’t want to hurt you. I want anything but that. I dug myself a hole too deep. Dammit! I’m so tired of trying to escape these guys. I understand you think I’m cool or something, but just respect my decision please. I want him and only him. It makes me want to lie down, depress like a pancake, and let the life flow right out.