Hey i wrote earlier and phoosh where did it go,probably writing on an ipod is another skill i need to learn. I
read some thoughts and i am really moved andbeleive insome way that they are heart felt words. I sympathis with them and ardently wish icould b of som help. I myself am pretty torn person but i would rather b with people who r as torn hurt and fallin apart as iam. May b someday ill fond someone as hurt as i am and we can recognize eachother as the soulmates i never found after all these years when so much has gone by so much time wasted. May b someday everthing that happened will start making sense again, may b my knotty achin heart will find some peace and solace.