I wish I could be as skinny as the girls in victoria secrets, but im not. Everyone thinks im hot where i live, but when i look at myself I see an ugly fat b**** who needs to stop eating and get a flat stomach. Iv had a rough childhood, i was called fat. They made fun of me. And because of them i stop eating when i feel i get to fat. i make myself throw up because i feel like im fat. Its funny how being a child and picked on can change how you are when you grow up. I dont have a problem…i just want to be perfect.