I still love my ex. I know it sounds so common but we’re different. I left him 3 yrs ago for. My current boyfriend. We got back in contact about a year or so later and have always remained friends. He has a girlfriend I have a boyfriend but we always talk about being together. We just started hanging out but I want something more. I want him all to myself. I want what we had because its still there. He says he wants it to. But I have to tell my parents who never really liked him and wouldn’t want me going back. I understand I’m 20 now but I still want there approval. Its a whole situation but I would love to be with.him to finally feel comfortable and in an actual loving relationship. I love my.current boyfriend but much more as a friend than anything. It was never as deep as it is with my ex. I can see my forever In my exes eyes. And I just hope one day I will find some type of answer as to.how to handle this situation.