Im 16 now when i was 14 my still drug using mother and her boyfriend who beats her lost my 6 year old sister 3 year old an 1 year old to the govt, i luxkily lived wit my grandmother wen my sisters were taken, my mother has finally seperated from him and is living wit me n my granma after being kicked from rehab 4 times and its the only chance of getting my sisters back but she clearly cant care. Everyday this thing (mother) is screaming in the streets or threatening to killherself or hitting the walls while still drugged or occasionally drunk, i am done with her now i ignore her existance she tries to ask for love from me but i just stare now trying to hold back tears of hatred and anxiety i hate this person now and wish she would be dead why cant she leave why wont she get my family back i need her gone i need to vent dont feel bad if you read this worse things can happen to others