When she goes out without me and doesn’t come back until 3am it makes me feel like I’m not the type of person she wants to be with. I went out and had a good time but I don’t understand why she can’t just be happy with that? Why does she have to try so hard to make it seem like she is so social when she just isn’t. It makes me feel like there is something wrong with me. I’m wrier she will leave me, or that we shouldn’t be together anyway. I want to settle down but I don’t trust her because I know she just always does what everyone else wants to do and doesn’t ever think about the consequences. Maybe I’m just selfish and want to feel safe…. Maybe I can have that with someone else. I’m scared to leave her, I don’t want to be alone. I just want us to be happy, so I feel like I shouldn’t mention how upset I was when she didn’t come back last night. I don’t want to have an argument, it’s just that I know she doesn’t think she has done anything wrong. Will I ever be able to accept her. If I can’t then I shouldn’t be with her. She just does what she wants and doesn’t ever take me feelings into consideration.