…..i hate everything. i hate myself. i hate my family. i hate my house. i hate my life. ive carved f*** up into my arm at least 20 times in the past two months…. ill have a perminant scar of “f*** up” on my arm so that everyone i meet will know to stay away from me. i dont wanna hurt anyone else. i dont wanna have to hurt myself to be happy. i dont know when im just gonna calapse and end it all. i cant look at myself in the mirror without wrapping a rope around my neck. i wanna die. i need help.