Well these last few weeks have been hard but i think i’m figuring it out. It’s hard for me to mange my stress i usally just turn the music up as loud as i can but lately it hasnt worked so i turned to my freinds and family well they didnt get the hint that i was upset so i decide no one cared so i just cut my self. I had plans to be dead bye the end of the week.Thankfully my freind found out i was cutting so she said she was gonna tell our consiler which she didnt so i talked to my sister and made her promise to keep the secret which she didnt either. So i had to tell my parents. Who then made me tell the counsiler. Before this my sister was a drug addict my mom was a drunk my aunt to and my dad worked the night shift which was harder then my life is now so i dont understand why i decide to cut now but i did thats just how it worked out i guess now a lot of my freinds no and stuff. One of my freinds is rather upset about it which makes me up set because he is like a brother to me. But I just felt like no one cared my freinds were “talking about me” I dont know if the acutally were but people were saying they were. Im 12 this is not how i should feel so now i have f***ed my whole life up big time. So heres to everyone who is now mad at me im sorry i screw up and guess what i came back to bite me in the ass yuh were right…