My grandad passed away in june and sometimes i feel that nobody will understand how much it hurts. How can they be so calm on the surface when the person that was the glue of the family, the peson that brought us all together is no longer part of this world. Everything has changed its all different. He left a legacy behind and those are big footsteps to walk in. I didnt even have a chance to show him all the things i wanted to become for him.