My life is not good Im seventeen about to be eighteen pregnant living in a different state then the man of my baby and dreams i have genital warts dont know how to tell anyone tired of being alone my mom will barley talk to me my dad is great sometimes i think about killing myself i dont think i deserve anything Im poor my families poor we live with an ass my cousin my moms nephew and his kid i wish i was back in Missouri i miss my sister who will be here soon but I’ll be gone after she gets here which i hate to a point but at least I’ll be back in Missouri i never wanted my life to be the was it is!