farken oath Daniel you have no idea how i am feeling…. I could quite easily just end my life,. I love you and you just treat me like an option in your life…Maybe that is my fault but at least be farking honest with me…. If you dont want me then just say…. why return my messages if you only want me something…. but thats the silly bit cause after 4 1/2 yrs that is the one place our relationship/friendship has not gone…..and chances are it wont…. so why do you return my messages or start the conversation…. is there more in it than what you want to let on…….. FARK YOU DANIEL YOUR DOING MY FARKING HEAD AND HEART IN……….