Sometimes I just want to sit down and cry becuase things are always so hard and difficult and depressing. And it makes me think about how many other people there are in the world who are crying or hurt or lonely. And I realize how much pain there is in life and how some people will spend their whole lives in pain and I wonder what on earth is the point of any of this. i’m not religous and i find it hard to belive there will ever be meaning to tears and blood and screams.