The woman i love doesnt trust me and doesnt even love me. ive never been in love with someone so much but i do things that she does not agree with and i can understand why. but i keep putting my size 8 shoe in my own mouth over and over. i had the opitunity to make it work and be something so beutiful for our family, but as always i ruin my chances , im like a ship on self destruction the only problem is… i keep pressing the button.