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20-09-11(21:00:21)

on march 24,i turned 15.but this birthday wasn’t like all my other birthdays…..i was pregnant at the time.i found out i was pregnant in january.i most likely conceived in december.i really didn’t know if i shuld keep the baby or not i dint know who to tell.i didnt know if i shuld tell my boyfriend because he didnt want a baby until he s like 25.he turned 16 in august.when i told him i was pregnant he wasnt that exited.i waited until i was 3 month pregnant to tell my parents.they gave me a limit of 3 month to find somewhere to live…i moved in with my boyfriend and his mother.his mom was really exited about the baby.i wish i was as exited as she was.she offered the help us financially.my friends are really supportive especially my best friend.she was more exited about the baby coming more than i was.she was goin to be a goddmother.i didnt wana find out the sex of the baby but than i got curious and asked the doctor.i found out i was having a baby girl.when i told my boyfriend we were having a baby girl he was really happy.that made his mom and my best friend even more exited.living together made our relationship stronger.i feel lucky that i have a boyfriend like him.i haven’t talked 2 my parents since i left my house.i only talked to my older brother.my best friend threw me a baby shower.i was so happy to see all my friends.i was even happier to see my mom.3 weeks after my baby shower,i went into labor.on September 17th 2011 i gave birth to a 6 pounds and 7 ounces baby girl.labor experience was terrible.i was in so much pain.i had a natural birth.i didn’t want an epidural.my boyfriend and i decided it would be healthier for the baby.when the baby came out there was a joy deep in my heart.the seconds my eyes laid on her,i fell in love with her.her name is ANNE-SARAH.i got back home from the hospital yesterday.first night home wasn’t easy.i didn’t get that much sleep.i wonder what motherhood has in store for me.

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