How many of you have ever felt lonely? Empty? Or feel an aching void in your heart and your soul? These feelings are frightening. This is how I’ve been feeling. And you know what the scariest part about all of it is? I can’t think of one main good reason. I have a family, a boyfriend who cares about me, I have friends, a job, I’m going to school… So what is it? That’s not to say there are no problems in my life. My dad has an incredibly unfortunate life with a disability affecting his ability to work and has been a single man for years and years now, and my sister has sadly disowned our family for a long time drug habit. I mean maybe that’s the underlying cause of my sadness but I can’t help and think about all the other people in this world with far, far larger problems and worse lives than myself. I have no idea how to deal with these emotions of
Mine. I just had my birthday and felt so blessed but here I am today, back to this melancholy mood. I also find myself sometimes turning to drugs and although at the time
It may feel like I just want to let lose and love ping, the longer and longer its been the more worried I feel about my choices. And to add on to the feeling of loneliness., these things I am writing here, anonymously, I couldn’t ever get the guts to reveal my thoughts in all honesty to anybody in my life. In my mind I absolutley know I am blessed for what I have so why doesn’t My heart feel that way as well?