WWell ive had this boyfriend well ex boyfriend now for 9 months its been on and off alot.. but now we arnt talking at all.. and i ways think about him but i dont want to take him back even though i love him with all my heart.. A few days ago when me and my friends were hanging out he ended up coming with my friends mom and i wasnt ready to even see his face again.. and i ended up getting in the car and then i ended up crying.. and ended up getting comforted by my friends and tryed not to let my ex see amd he didnt.. so i cryed myself to sleep that night and now i cant stop thinking about him..