My friends are telling me that I have aborted them throughtout this year and that i dont know how to respect myself. and then how i am i supposed to respect others if i cant even respect myself. like i really do respect myself, they just dont understand me. they dont undertsnad what its like to be in my shoes. i wish they could be me for a month and see what goes through my family, friends, relationships, school, and more in my life. I really feel like i am respectful to them. but i guess they dont take it the way that i put it our or want it to be. its hard being a teenager. i love it.. but then when it comes to my friends, and how i lose them so easily.. and i cant keep enough.. it downright brings me to depression.. it seems that no matter how hard i try to improve myself.. i am not and cannot get anywhere. i need help. but who do i ask. whos the right one to ask? i dont know… 🙁